this is about the struggle never ends.

assalamuallaikum.wr.wb! happy #frriday13th folks! isnt it a good day for you all? and how are you doing btw? terus new year evenya gimana? kangen ngeblog parah nih :) gimana liburan? gimana ujian-ujian kemarin? hehe. ngomongin soal ujian-ujian, doain banget yaaah, semua pelajar seIndonesia LULUS 100% UNnya! sukses SNMPTN! sukses SNMPTN Undangannya! Sukses UAS & PRAKTEKnya! amin yaAllah :)

Gue ga tau nih gimana caranya menghibur diri sendiri (untuk pertama kali ini). so depressed :( low spirited. ga tau mungkin gue yang terlalu sedih apa gimana, joyless abis. Mungkin lo semua yang udah fixed dapet Jalur SNMPTN undangan udah bener-bener bahagia dan bersyukur abis yah? :) gue pengen ngerasain apa yang kalian rasain sekarang, temen-temen :'( gue pengen kabarin ke ortu gue, kalo gue dapet undangan. at least gue dapet undangan itu yang gue nanti-nanti sejak kelas 2 :'( keterima-enggaknya liat kedepan. yang lebih haru lagi ketika lo liat semua sahabat-sahabat sekeliling lo dapetin undangan itu, dan cuma lo doang yang ga dapet. rasanya kaya lo maksa buat ga nangis depan mereka. rasanya, berat banget. however you glad with their happiness. lo bangga banget ngeliat mereka seneng ketawa-tawa terharu no words with the news has came! dan air mata lo jatoh tiba-tiba gitu aja tuh rasanya no life banget. sumpah, ini juga gue ngerasa lebay banget. tapi menurut gue, ini wajar banget. ketika lo nunggu sesuatu yang buat lo bakal bahagia banget tapi lo gagal dapetin. GUA SAYANG SAHABAT-SAHABAT GUA BANGET YAALLAH!!!! GLAD TO HAVE THEM! spirit mereka lah yang berhentiin tangisan gue. doa mereka. yaallah!! sayang banget!! :') sayang ka puri juga! dia udah nyemangatin gue!! :) mama kangen mama ;'( pasti mama ga tau kan andi lagi kenapa :'( andi ga mau ngecewain mama, maafin andi yah ma:'( yaAllah beri mereka yang terbaik kedepannya yaAllah! beri mereka kabar yang membuat mereka sujud kepadaMu yaAllah :') beri kepada hambamu yang ganteng ini juga yaallah :') beri kebahagiaan ini ke SELURUH PELAJAR di Indonesia yaallah!

kita sukses bareng-bareng yah sahabat :')

ka puri

Andi yakin banget, kalau Allah lagi sayang banget ama andi. lagi beri andi kesempatan yang lain. YaAllah, andi yakin semua yang engkau berikan ke andi yaallah! :) SEMANGAT KAWAN!! Allah always gives all the best for your way! doain andi lagi yah buat TO, UAS, Ujian PRAKTIK, UN, dan SNMPTN tertulisnya, doain kita semua yah teman! mudah-mudahann doa kalian di balas ama Allah! :) believe it! see you.


Come on skinny love, just last the year
Pour a little salt, we were never here
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer

I tell my love to wreck it all
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Right at the moment this order’s tall

And I told you to be patient
And I told you to be fine
And I told you to be balanced
And I told you to be kind

And in the morning, I’ll be with you
But it will be a different kind
‘Cause I’ll be holding all the tickets
And you’ll be owning all the fines

Come on skinny love, what happened here?
Suckle on the hope in light brassiere
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Sullen load is full, so slow on the split

And I told you to be patient
And I told you to be fine
And I told you to be balanced
And I told you to be kind

And now all your love is wasted
Then who the hell was I?
‘Cause now I’m breaking at the britches
And at the end of all your lines

Who will love you?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind?

Come on skinny love
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my